First step is always the hardest
Hello, new blood- face it, you’re a loser. Thats why you’re here- I’m a loser too. Its all good.
The idea of a cookie cutter alpha is a waste of capabilities, you are meant for bigger- and you know it.
Here’s how bigger goes- find a gun (thats 20% of the work- now comes the 80%)
hold the grip- its the side thats been built to fit your hand, if you cant figure it out, ask your little sister- she’s extremely helpful.
dont put any bullets in- you will… soon, just not today.
place the barrel gently against your temporal bone, its the bone sticking out right above your ear.
if you are a lefty, place it on the left temporal bone.
Say whatever fucking prayer/goodbyes you have to say.
progressively squeeze the trigger towards the grip, you should be focusing on the pressure on the grip, not on the trigger - untill you hear a click.
good fucking job- we’ll try something else soon…